another story of my life

I try.

2011-12-31T12:09:00.000+08:00

im sorry I can't be prefect.

i'll be loving you forever

2011-12-26T15:04:00.001+08:00

Don't

2011-12-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

Don't leave me now
Leave me holding an empty heart
As the curtain starts to fall
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
All alone in this crazy world
When I'm old and cold and grey and time is gone...

merry christmas!

2011-12-25T12:31:00.002+08:00

merry christmas to all my fren and family...
god bless us on this 2011 christmas...
as for me this christmas abit defferent...
celebrate alone without family and love one...
but still celebrate christmas with love and a big smile...
mybe this is a gift from santa to me..anyway thank you santa~!

waiting for the end

2011-12-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

to : jesus

2011-12-18T15:03:00.000+08:00

dear jesus xmas xlma g..hjng next week xmas sda..
Mcm x smgat sda mo smbut ne xmas..plz kc ilang la ne kesakit sya..heal my heart huhu..

P/s: iloveumellony gbu.

again.

2011-12-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

Here I go again
thinking if we could be together
but every time I think of you and me
there’s a tear that comes out in my eyes
Cause I know it won’t happen
Cause there’s someone else who owns your heart
and I cannot force you to love me.
I try to forget you but I just can’t,
cause you’re stuck in my mind.
Cause every time your eyes meet mine
it gives me chill up down my spine.
Cause until now you’re all I wanted and so much
more
If you’ll just listen to what my heart says
then you’ll know what I felt to you
Cause you’re more than beautiful.
Now days passed by
and I wonder why
Cause I still can’t forget you
Now I’m here without you
Sleepless nights
I’d try to close my eyes but I can’t make it
Cause every time I close my eyes
I see you in my mind
Ever since I fell in love with you
I think about you all the time
I dream about you all the time
but I guess you’re just a dream to think
Cause like different stars that cannot meet at the
same time…

14/12/2011

2011-12-14T08:14:00.001+08:00

hari ini 14/12/2011
dengan hati yang sangat luka saya mampu
berdiam ja.

14/12/2011 patutnya kami meraikan sadah
monthsary kami yang ke- 4tahun 10 bulan
hurrmm.. ='(

14/12/2011 walau macam mana sekali pun saya
akan tetep ingat detik tarikh ini.

DEANGAN HATI NGILU DAN SAKIT SAYA BERDIAM SAHAJA!

- i really miss you -

DREAM!!

2011-12-13T07:59:00.000+08:00

i had a dream bout u last nite and u say "i love you"
its so sad coz its just a dream..
huhu that will the last 3words you say to me..
and its feel its sooo real even its just a dream..
i owez love you ='( ..
its a sad-sad day for me today~..

broken

2011-12-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

Yours was the perfect love
I swear it was
Until i had your love, my world was cold

I did what most men do, and i messed it up
But when i got you back, my world was whole

The player thing i let it go (yeah)
Thought our life was set in stone
But it wasn't, and i'm here alone

Nothing is in front of me
I feel i can't even breathe
Don't think that i can handle this
Baby i'm so

I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me
Left here broken

Where do i go from here
I'm so lost
Do you know how hard it is
Fighting my way through this

It shouldn't even be like this
I shouldn't have to feel like this

No, no, no

Can't even have company
Nobody can talk to me
I'm messed up
All that i find myself doing

Looking through my gallery
Drowning in my memories (official version)
Drinking and smoking weed (explicit version)
I hate you for doing this to me
Girl i'm so

I'm so in agony
Never felt like this in my life
Look at the state of me
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken

(ooh)

I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me(yeah)
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken

(broken, broken, broken)
I never thought i'd feel this low down in my life
I swear
(broken, broken, broken)
Everyday i wished that it was me that had died and i'm

I'm so in agony
(so in agony)
Look at the state of me
(look at the state of me babe)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken

(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken

(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(i love you)
(baby i need you)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken

I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
Left here broken

owez luv u ='(

2011-11-12T19:39:00.001+08:00

My question to you at one time :

if i am sick are will always be there to accompany me :
if I was in a coma are you will always be there to care and sit next to me :
if I'm in trouble are you will always be there to help me :
i always love you

answers you give

yes I will take care of you when you are ill :
yes I will always take care of you when you are in a coma and sit next to you :
yes I will always help you when you are in trouble :
yes I always love you too :

everthing for you..

2011-11-12T16:26:00.000+08:00

dari mula kenal sampai sekarang saya setia dan taat, ikut segala apa yang dia mahu tanpa fikir pasal diri saya sendiri..saya berusahan buat yang terbaik.hampir lima tahun saya sayang dia dengan sepenuh hati dan nyawa yang saya ada..kenapa semua ini patut berakhir. saya sanggup buang masa saya bah 6jam untuk menaiki bas pergi tempat dia dan hampir setiap bulan saya buat macam tuh. saya sanggup buat macam itu. semua saya buat untuk dia. walaupun setiap yang saya buat tidak sempurna saya tetap akan buat juga. saya ingat lagi waktu itu dia cuti saya pun cuti time tuh tapi malang la kaki saya sakit hanpir tidak dapat berjalan bukan itu saja saya sanggup balik kampung 1 hari ja walaupun mom suru balik 2 hari. disebabkan saya sangat sayang dia dan tidak mahu kasih kecewa dia saya paksa juga berjalan walaupun terkimpang² saya tahan ja tuh sakit. saya berkorban apa saja untuk dia sebab saya sayang sangat bha sama dia. hari tuh dia minta tolong beli DSLR saya tolong dia beli dan saya sanggup hantar, tapi apa yang sux time tuh belum gaji. untuk tidak mahu menghampakan dia lagi saya ambil keputusan untuk meminjam duit dari kawan segala²nya untuk dia. banyak benda sudah saya buat untuk dia. kenapa dia tidak terfikirkah semua ini?.saya sanggup ketepikan keluarga untuk dia. saya mengaku saya buat macam tuh. terlalu banyak saya sudah buat untuk dia. saya cuma mahu dia setia sama saya dan sentiasa bersama saya walaupun jauh.susah sangat kah permintaan saya?. hampir 5tahun kita sama² sayang saya tidak pernah berubah. saya tidak pernah minta apa² dari dia hanya sayang saja.susah sangat kah sayang saya?. kadang² saya terfikir macam mahu saja suicide tapi saya tahu itu satu dosa yang sangat besar. kenapa tuhan? kenapa ko buat takdir saya macam ini? saya sayang dia saja dalam hidup saya.

a song for you.

2011-11-06T16:04:00.002+08:00

saya ada dapat lagu baru..fuhh nice i tell u..lagu c adele ni..paling siuk tuh lagu lovesong =') every lyric dia ngam untuk saya mahu bertahu dia yang sayang saya sama dia mcm mana...really nice..

Whenever I'm alone with youYou

make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am fun again[Chorus:]

However far away I will always love you

However long I stay I will always love you

Whatever words I say I will always love you

I will always love you[Verse 2:]

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am free again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am clean again[Chorus:]

However far away I will always love you

However long I stay I will always love you

Whatever words I say I will always love you

I will always love you

Rest Of My Life

2011-08-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

Rest Of My Life
Like The Stars That Hang Above Me
Shining Through Like They See Upon Me
Make Me Feel So Blue
My Mind Was Set Up To The Memories Of You

All The Things That We've Been Through
Me And You

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die

Oh..For The Rest Of My Life

So Please Stay And Listen To Me
Lyrics www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/flop_poppy/
For A While
I Just Wanna Tell You
What My Heart Is Feelin' Inside

And Maybe That Will Help You
To Realize
That My Love for You
Is Getting Stronger And High..

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die

11:53/02.08.2011

2011-08-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

hurm..(tarik dan dihembukan nafas yg sgt dlm)

LIFE..hurmm 1 ja saya mo ckp..susa!!

LOVE..hurmm saya tetap sayang 1 org ja dalam idup ini (mellony)

GOD..saya hormat dan percaya sma ko..tp pandang dan ubah la idup saya ='[

FAMILY..i love u mom ur the best ='[

let talk about love...hurmm syg i sama u tahap nyawa dibadan i ni..nyawa roh dan segala2nya..jgn ckp i tidak hargai u, i corbankan semua utk u..i syg u sgt2..life susa tanpa u..u knw..

suda 4tahun i syg u..4tahun tuh tidak penah berubah. ='[

tetap syg yg sama.

June!

2011-06-17T22:56:00.004+08:00

dear mellony!!

i hope u have awesome and a blast with me on ur holiday!!

luv u so much!!

THINGS THAT WE DONE!

*the bad

*monthsary dinner

*shoter

*long island

*BBQ

*lunch

*nyalan-nyalan

this is lyshly and love u so much!!!

its all about you

2011-06-06T08:44:00.005+08:00

i
SACRIFICE
MY
LOVE
TRUST
LIFE
WORLD

-

2011-06-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

aaarggghhhh!!!!!
kenapa!!!!!

NICE!!

2011-06-05T23:09:00.005+08:00

punya bgs!!
senang tul!! sa mo bg double thumbs up!!!
u blg wan 2 be single!! but now!!

arrrgghh!! apa yg i bt??
did i do sumting sala sgt bsr ka??
pena i curang sama u??

4tahun bua kita sama2..
bukan senang bua mo ksi lupa..
bkn senang..hancur bua i..u bt mcm nie...
i tul2 sayang u bha..y u xnmpk..
why!!!!! sgt senang owh kn!!

god my existence in this world for what!!!
my life not worth it in this world and
in ur eye then take this life that be given to me!!
coz!! im not worth it anymore!!!!!

i begin to lose my faith to you there's no use to belief in your existence..

HATE me who i am!!!!

Eric Florentius Malinggi bestday!

2011-06-05T18:43:00.003+08:00

congratulations

eric and Priscilla

May god bless both of u..

...........

2011-06-05T12:30:00.005+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kenapa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y do this to me!!!!!!!!!!!

why!???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a song for me.

2011-05-31T20:31:00.001+08:00

You seem so disappointed within,
this act of yours is just a sin.
You know it's so easy to tell you, "abuse it."
Don't tell me you're useless...
They told me your happy now.

I can't keep holding you up.
I'm overcome by the weight of the mud.
Drying up around you.
You know ill never forget you.

I can't keep holding you up.
Tell me if you ever stop.

I'll never forget you, oh no.
I'll never forget you.

Say goodbye. It's all you wanted.
Find somebody who cares.
I'll open the window so you walk in.
Say goodbye. It's all you wanted.
Lets hope somebody cares.
You'll see that nobody's watching.

Tell me like you wanted to change.
Tell me why you're so nervous to say
what you're really thinking.
The feeling of sinking is setting in.
You're used to being so much happier.

I can't keep holding you up.
I'm overcome by the weight of the mud.
Drying up around you.
You know ill never forget you.

I can't keep holding you up.
Tell me if you ever stop.

I'll never forget you, oh no.
I'll never forget you.

Say goodbye. It's all you wanted.
Find somebody who cares.
I'll open the window so you walk in.
Say goodbye. It's all you wanted.
Lets hope somebody cares.
You'll see that nobody's watching.

You can't turn away.
Make up your face and get high.
Make up your face and get high again.
You can't turn away.
Make up your face and get high.
Make up your face and get high again.

'Cause when you sign your deal,
you're as good as dead.

Say goodbye. It's all you wanted.
Find somebody who cares.
I'll open the window so you walk in.
Say goodbye. It's all you wanted.
Lets hope somebody cares.
You'll see that nobody's watching.

i luv u..

2011-05-30T08:14:00.002+08:00

no matter what

i will always love you =(

valentine..hurmm

2011-02-13T11:31:00.002+08:00

bsok valentine day suda dan saya tidak dapat jumpa dia.. =( apa saya palan ini minggu semua hancur disebabkan elaun lambat masuk..saya harapkan awal larr elaun masuk sekali tengok punya lar lambat masuk..

palan : 12hb /2 ( pergi sandakan jampa orang paling saya sayang *naye* my gf)

13hb/2 ( balik kk )

14hb/2 ( keja suda =( buruk. kan bagus kena sunday )

dan saya betul-betul mahu jumpa dia sebab tambah lagi dia sakit teruk..malang betul nasib saya hurrmm..gara2 elaun lar nie adey...siapa tidak mahu jumpa orang yang kita sangat2 sayang waktu dia sakit atau ada speacial day macam valentine ni??...semua pasal elaun lambat lar nie arrrggghh!!

saya harap dia tidak marah lagi =( saya betul2 tidak tahu apa mahu buat sekarang ini..saya janjikan 19hb saya datang sebab saya yakin elaun dah masuk waktu itu..=(

dear god

2011-02-10T13:08:00.003+08:00

dia skt teruk and i worry~
harap2 u cepat sembuh dan minum bayak2 air
plz jga kesihatan u bila u skt =(
i will pray 4 u smpai u sihat~

tuhan sa tdak dpt pg jmpa dia nie weekend
tp tolong jga dia n sa hrp2 dpt p tgk
if u gv me luck 2morow~

sayang im suwi i xdpt p sna
jmpa u..n u know knpa kan..
i reli2 wan to go thre n be with u that day~

but i promise go thre see you next week 19hb on saturday tuh!
i go! biar pun 6jam d bas p sna!
i go jg!

ps: dear lord sembuhkan lar dia
bg dia kekuatan ya tuhan lindungi lar dia sentiasa!

fuh penat!!!

2011-01-24T01:17:00.003+08:00

wahh penat gila ehh..baru balik dari banjaran croker range keningau...nahh panjangkan nama dia..penat dia gila..di atas bukit bha kami camp..fuhh siuk feeling dia..hehee bangun pagi ja kabus n pemandangan dia mcm nie...

1st day sampai terus naik bukit ahh 45darjah..buat camp kasi naik dia..and malam tuh nice view dia nampak kaningau!!

and ada BBQ kami

ahh ni tmpat dia..so ada plan kalau mo stay try tempat nie.

2day to 2011

2010-12-30T12:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

Merry chirstmas 2010

2010-12-30T12:38:00.003+08:00

opsss..terlambat update pla..

btw merry christmas to all of you out there..

paling penting to naye my luv, to ur family..

tidak lupa jg with my family semuanya...

wish..wish you all merry christmas...

AND

happy new year 2011..

and bye-bye 2010..

hope this 2011 give more joy and luck and bless from god

to all of you..

may god bless my family..my job what ever i do..

to naye and family...to ur study sayang..may god bless all of that!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

dear god

2010-12-21T12:13:00.003+08:00

this is wrong..plzz dear god i dont want to be like this..

plz god take this pain take she pain..

take my life, take it all, here i am..

but plz im begging you..i dont want us to be like this..

i pray to you dear god dont make us like this..plzzz

evernite im praying for your shalter..

evernite im praying for you..ask for take good care of her..

but plz never-ever make us like this dear god..

here i am god begging for your 4giveness..

answer my pray plz dear god..

you know who i am..

you know how much i love her..

plzz i love her so much.. ='(

i x mo pa2 i jst wan to be with you..

i just want to live with you..

first tattoo..first love..my love..

2010-12-18T13:07:00.005+08:00

Ha..this is my 1st tattoo..

and im so happy bila suda siap!!

hehee..pa sbb sa suka nie and y sa pilih nie??

coz nama yg ada d love tuh..org yg paling sa syg dlm dunia..

of cos jesus jg lar..but i wan to thank god

sbb give sa dia yg tul2 syg sa..and sa syg dia tul2

sa nda akan mnyasal bt nie..sbb dia tul2 ada dalam

hati sa dlm idup sa..suma larr dia..dia tul2 bermakna

dalam idup sa..bg sa kekuatan..tanpa dia idup sa kosong

dan bida..dia lar ajar sa sumua,,,luv u so much,,,

sa harap tuhan ksi la kmi takdir yg indah..

cos sa tul2 syg dan akan jga dia...my love its like a tattoo yg

tidak boleh dipadam..u alwys in my harts.

fuh~!!!

2010-12-18T12:38:00.004+08:00

yeaahhhh!!!!!!!!!

siap jg kerja sa!! yehuuuu...buli relek2 skit d stdio...

smbl layan2 HEROES!!

BUT sa rindu hangout with my sweethart naye!!!

luv u so much..dia bg sa kekuatan..and kasih syg.. =)

sgt2 syg dia...thnks honey!!

hurrrrrmmm.....harap2 siap lar suma episode 5 nie projeck..

supaya awl cuti..next week mo Xmas suda...harap dpt

cuti =) dpt dgr2 suda lagu Xmas d kdai2

ada suda yg deco2 utk Xmas suda.. =)

Rapunzel (Disney)

2010-12-18T11:40:00.003+08:00

Rapunzel!! satu lg movie animasi disney

its funny and advnture..
haaa nie brg so damn funny sidekick c rapunzel..

hehehe....

aywy nie mvie mmg best!! p lar tgk k..

RATE : 10/8

='(

2010-12-11T10:00:00.000+08:00

i miss u sgt3
jgn tglkn i.
i syg u.

='(

HOPE!

2010-12-10T10:39:00.005+08:00

I reli2 HOPE that you come back to me...

i miss you so much..

i love you so much..

i really2 HOPE..

='( i love you mellony..

day 6

2010-12-08T10:18:00.002+08:00

hmmm..lmbt tdo nyari tp bgn awal pla..
nasib larr kena suruh lambat pigi stdio bleh jg malas2 sblm p
karaja..bdan pun bau msi nie blm lg p mandi...
mmm...mcm mn jg ati nda senang..pa mo d buat pn ikut ati..atukk skit ehh..
mmm...rasa mcm kosong ja hari2 sa skg nie...
sa rindu dia larr..hmm pa ble sa bt jg..diam2 ja la layan diri..
ntah lar kenapa mcm nie...sa benci bila dia blk sandakan..
smua x jd mcm nie..kalau dia x p sndkn..
adeyy apa bha sa ckp nie..
hurmmm...sa nda bleh ow mcm nie...
sa trlmpau syg bha dia..cinta mati bha..cinta mati sa!

ptg kemarin sa hapi cmpur sedi jmpa dia..sgt3 sedi..
i hope ada benda yg baik akn berlaku tp its still sama..
sgt3 sedi..ikut ati sa nda mo ksi lepas dia nie..
ikut ati sa mo dia stick sama sa..
ikut ati sa mo dia hold on nie..
if only lar sa dpt ksi buang semua tuh pain dia tnapa kami berpisah kan bgs..
sa hrp jg tda laki2 len ni selain sa..sa tul2 syg dia ehh...biar la sa yg hurt..
sa nda care..biar sa yg luka..biar sa mati dlu..jgn ada laki2 len nie..
kecuali dady dia la..hehe...huhu..

='( kenapa lar semua bad things alwys hpen to me..
kdg2 sa trfikir kenapa sa dilahirkan mcm nie..
kanapa lar sa nda kena lahir cacat..singgah sekejap ja d
dunia tulis nama dan tggu mati..adeyy..
npa la nda jd pokok ka ada jg nama pokok les mcm pukuk gatah, kayu ka..kayu les
mcm kayu manis...

sa tul2 syg dia tuhan...jga lar dia tul2 lindung dia dari sebrg msalah...
ko bungkus dia dgn darah kau! dgn darah yg suci kau itu..bg dia
kekuatan dri segi fizikal atau pn mentel..
tlg tuhan ko jga la dia sentiasa..bg dia mkn minum yg secukupnya sentiasa..
kalau bleh ko jga dia..tiapaya ko jga sa..ko suru lar angel2 satu p tmpt dia..
aamenn..

adeyy...sa nda tau apa mo bt owhh...if u baca nie..is jst my felling ahh..
hmmmmmmmmmm..................

why??

2010-12-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

어떻게해야합니까?
왜 당신이 수있는이 모든 것들을 잊을거야?
왜?

당신을 사랑합니다!
난 정말 당신을 사랑 해요!

私はどうしたらいいですか？
なぜあなたはできるこのすべてを忘れてですか？
なぜですか？

私はあなたを愛しています！
私は本当にあなたを愛しています！

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pourquoi êtes-vous capable d'oublier tout cela?
pourquoi?

Je t'aime!
Je t'aime vraiment!

Wat moet ik doen?
Waarom bent u in staat om dit alles te vergeten?
waarom?

Ik hou van je!
Ik hou echt van jou!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

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arggghh!!!

i wish~

2010-12-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

i wish i had

Anterograde amnesia

a short-term memory loss

hmmm

2010-12-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

i hope its not the last we meet ='(
luv u so much..

always be!!

2010-12-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

mellony you always be my baby..luv u always.

i luv this gurls so much..

2010-12-06T17:00:00.001+08:00

i will always luv u..i will wait.

i will alwys waiting you to come back..luv u

................

2010-12-06T13:08:00.003+08:00

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh!!!!!!!!!!!! ='(

day 3

2010-12-06T02:17:00.000+08:00

msi mcm ni..hmm i think dia btul2 la nie..trima ja la..
wat i can do jg..huhu try jlnkn idup tnpa dia..tnpa ketawanya.suaranya.
ciumannya.pandangan mata dia.seyuman dia..

nda tau sampai bila mcm nie..
apa2 pun sa ttp syg dia jg wlau mcm mn pn..

-peace-

jackpot!!

2010-12-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

yeah!! kena jackpot ini kali!!
huh!! jackpot apa...
balik saja dari pulau memutik..
SAKIT PERUT "cirit-birit"
DEMAM!! sakit kepala macam mahu pecah!
SEKARANG!!! SAKIT DADA susah mahu bernafas!!!

DAN ditinggalkan kekasih yang disayang..
fuhhh~~ jackpot!!
Thanks god!!

nie btul2 end??

2010-12-05T03:39:00.000+08:00

hurrrrmmm....dun noe la..sa pn nda tau apa mo bt skg..trima ja la..myb smpai masa dia suda nda bleh...pa jg sa ble buat..pujuk pn nda dpt suda..adey lek2 ja la...pa bha yg sa suda bt nie..huhu

sa trlmpau ksi manja ka? nda tau owhh...hurmm i kenal u bha..u trlmpau ksi perhatian u sama kwn2 u smp i u lupa suda skg..i nda mra u berkwn have fun..tp cuba think bout me bha =( i pentingkan diri ka mcm nie? i jst mao skit space d ati u..love me mcm dlu..love me..i bgg jg sumtimes wat i do.. bt u mara bt u nek angin tiba2..if i sala skit u akan mara2 i nda fhm..sblm nie u x mcm nie..psl yg go pulau tuh..i rsa mcm ada btau u..but u blg tda..i lupa la btau u kalau g2..y u sgt3 mara pla..im suwi bua yg..i manusia jg bha..sdgkn u stayout sumtimes pn tiba2 u nda btau i..i nda mara kan i cuma want u take k n have fun..sapa2 pn nda mo bt org yg drg syg mra2 bua..u jd terlalu sensitif od now y? more to mara bkn more to syg i..

buaa.... sandi la bha jg ko nie...

2010-10-05T13:03:00.000+08:00

adey...lek la bkn sa mo berjam2 jg..take just 5minit mcm tuh ja bha,,,

10minit mcm tuh..kalau sa on fon sala ka sa mo prvcy??

adey bkn sa nda bt keja pn...

cek dis link..

2010-08-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

KYS animators win RM50,000 grant

salt

2010-08-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

New movie!! SALT best!!
gud muvee u guys should see this movie!! must!!

i luv u mellony...

2010-08-10T00:33:00.001+08:00

wahhh just back from sndakan..celebrte bday syg sa...fuhhh
im soooo happy went i give her the prsent!! wahhh..
i see a big smile!! mwahh!!

i hope u like it dear....may god alwys bless and take k u...
walaupn perjln pulang agak m'penatkan..
tp i heppy sgt2 dpt jmp dia... =) luv u..

countdown..

2010-08-03T11:53:00.000+08:00

5days to go b4 ur bday dear =)

this early in the morning..

2010-08-02T07:18:00.000+08:00

i wake up and alwys thinking about you..

cant stop luving u...

luv u sgt3!

='(

till end..

2010-07-30T18:19:00.001+08:00

i will wait 4 you too come back...

Proverbs 30:18-19

2010-07-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

There are three things that amaze me—
no, four things that I don’t understand:
how an eagle glides through the sky,
how a snake slithers on a rock,
how a ship navigates the ocean,
how a man loves a woman.

Song of Solomon 8:6

2010-07-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

Place me like a seal over your heart,
like a seal on your arm; for love is as strong as death,
its jealousy unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire, like a mighty flame.

sialan!!!!!!

2010-07-26T02:17:00.000+08:00

apa sa buat smua nie fkr utk diri sya sndiri ka?!

nda!!! sa buat smua ni utk kau bha!!! ko faham ka???

msi tdk nmpk d dpn mata kau ka pa yg sa buat smua nie!!!!

sial larrr org2 d sekeling!! fak!!! tau ksi musnah hidup org!!

kimak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sial!!!!!

2010-07-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh...........

kimakkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!! napa kmu sentuh dia sial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anjing!!!!!!!!!!

arrghhh!!!! plss...god punish them!!!!

plsss....napa!!

y god!! y mcm nie!!!! y???

if u so powerfull y apa yg sa mahu tdk kau beri jwpn!!!

kenapa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kenapa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sssssssssssaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllllll......kkkkkkkkkkkkiiiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkk

aaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIFE

2010-07-24T10:39:00.000+08:00

ahhh....its not a good start
may god bless you alwys syg..

i blur....

2010-07-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

hurmm....its sad bila sumone yg kita syg marah, maki kita..its so painful went she say dont need me anymore...what should i do?? yea i knw i been so useless, wek..but what ever happen all the time i alwys love u no matter what happen anything i do i will alwys thinking of you..hurmm yea sya tau sya tda dpt tunaikan apa yg u mao but as a human nobady perfect and human alwys makes mistake..yea suma ni bkn alasan tp apa2 pn biar pn u benci i..mrah i..apa2 pn yg terjadi...i alwys 4give u..hurmmm take k of you self pls...dont take smoke again i knw u skt2 dada..n pls jga kesihatan you..tuh yg penting...plss...

The project is start!!!

2010-06-17T10:28:00.000+08:00

start busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahahahaaa...kalau bz tp bulih kurus bgs!!!!
nie tmbh lg boroi perut sa!!! ~.~

SURROGATES

2009-10-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

Surrogates bruce willis movie baru dia nie buss..

siuk geng must see..

Dua rakan maut selepas terlibat kemalangan kendiri ( The Borneo Post )

2009-10-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

KUCHING: Dua rakan karib maut selepas terlibat dalam satu kemalangan di Jalan Matang awal pagi semalam.Mangsa dikenali Anitha Julia, 16, dari Batu 6 Jalan Matang dan rakannya dari Sabah Jessyln Joseph, 21 dipercayai lemas apabila kereta jenis Proton Saga Aeroback dinaiki mereka terbabas sebelum terpelanting ke dalam parit yang dipenuhi air. Jessyln dikatakan dalam lawatan ke bandar raya ini dan tinggal bersama kawan lelakinyaberhampiran Taman Kopodims.Dalam nahas yang berlaku kira-kira jam 5 pagi itu, kedua-dua mangsa dalam perjalanan pulang ke kompleks pangsapuri di Batu 6 Jalan Matang untuk memulangkan kereta milik bapa Anitha selepas singgah di rumah rakan Jessyln.Mereka dikatakan diekori abang kepada kawan Jessyln itu menggunakan kereta berasingan, yang sepatutnya mengambil gadis-gadis malang itu selepas mereka memulangkan kereta bapa Anitha.Bagaimanapun ketika dalam perjalanan pemandu Aeroback itu difahamkan Jessyln, dipercayai hilang kawalan menyebabkannya terbabas sebelum terpelanting ke dalam parit di tepi jalan berkenaan. Beberapa penunggang motosikal yang kebetulan melalui jalan itu dan menyaksikan insiden tersebut terus memberi bantuan dan berjaya mengeluarkan kedua-dua mangsa dari kereta yang hampir tenggelam sepenuhnya itu. Sejurus kemudian sebuah ambulans tiba dan kedua-dua mangsa dikejarkan ke HospitalUmum Sarawak (HUS), bagaimanapun mereka disahkan meninggal dunia sebaik tiba di HUS. Bedah siasat yang dilakukan lewat pagi semalam mengesahkan kedua-dua mangsa mati kerana lemas. Ahli keluarga Anitha turut hadir di HUS dan menuntut mayat remaja malang itu sejurusselesai bedah siasat.
Polis masih menyiasat punca sebenar kemalangan itu berlaku.

( rest and peace Jessyln...one of my collage mate die on Saturday, October 3rd, 2009 )

my syg befday!!!

2009-08-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

2009-08-07T17:04:00.002+08:00

24hour!! B4 MY DEAR BIRTHDAY!!! =)

2009-08-07T17:04:00.001+08:00

2 DAY B4 MY DEAR BIRTHDAY!!! =)

2009-08-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

3 DAY B4 MY DEAR BIRTHDAY!!! =)

2009-08-07T17:03:00.001+08:00

4 DAY B4 MY DEAR BIRTHDAY!!! =)

2009-08-04T16:53:00.000+08:00

5 DAY B4 MY DEAR BIRTHDAY!!! =)

2009-08-03T17:52:00.001+08:00

6 DAY B4 MY DEAR BIRTHDAY!!! =)

2009-08-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

7 DAY B4 MY DEAR BIRTHDAY!!! =)

you and me..

2009-06-18T16:38:00.000+08:00

"Cikgu!!! Kau Mimang Buduh!!! "

2009-04-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

Saya difahamkan bahawa yang merakam video
adalah guru murid ini..
( harap maaf video ini memang terbalik )

atuk2..vid nie memang lar lawak tetapi
harap anda semua faham ahh..vid nie saya post bukan untuk
suka2..saya post untuk pengetahuan kamu..
disini saya mo cakap larr kan..tue guru murid nie sungguh biadap
dan tidak berakal!! nama sahaja guru..sepatutnya menghajar
budak kampung seperti ini untuk pandai
bukan buat benda mcm nie..makan gaji buta!!

Kepada orang2 nabawan hehe..cri ni Guru kita SOGIT dia!!!

Apa kata Orang :-

PAGE 1
PAGE 2

Double up Your Beer!

2009-04-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape

2009-04-23T16:08:00.001+08:00

Sing a Song.

2009-04-22T17:59:00.000+08:00

From L to H

2009-04-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

Shit Happen!!

2009-04-21T11:48:00.000+08:00

Work or Study?!?

MONEY!!

2009-04-21T11:40:00.001+08:00

( RM SUCK )

siukk!!

2009-04-20T16:54:00.000+08:00

( Dengan penuh keyakinan saya bangun dengan awal )

7.30am wake up
8.00am start jalan cari bas
8.20am tiba ditempat dituju ( kolej )
8.25am call member ( piuk )
8.30am bergerak pergi office
8.33am berada di office
8.45am ( soalan= " ada kelas 2day?? " jawapan=" tiada kelas 2day" )
8.50am bergerak nek bas
9.00am sampai kk..

( sekian terima kasih kuyak saya )

shadap kah??

2009-04-20T12:05:00.000+08:00

Bila suda kepenatan berkerja seharian perut pun mula la rapar..dengan relek ja saya panggil geng2 sekerja pergi makan..segeng2 saya yang digelar transformers disebabkan ketekunannya geng2 nie berkerja ( kurus2 tu tp buli angkat besi2 exhibition booth ) tu la gelaran yang power!! mcm robot bila mereka berkerja...setiba kami dikedai yang kami rasa masakan yang sangat2 shadap la kunun tu dengan bangga memilih sayur2 lauk2 yang dibekal kan ( makan cukup2 bajet ja yg diberi oleh compny rm15 ) dengan sejumlah wang yang diberikan tue kami berharap dapat la jimat2 untuk 3kali makan dalam sehari disebabkan kerja yang memerlukan masa yang agak banyak..

Dengan perut yang asik2 berbunyi ja minta diisi apa lagi bila da lauk2 yang shadap2 didepan mata..ikut selera la apa lagi...dengan sayur1+2lauk seorang dengan penuh yakin dan berharap ia berharga rm5 kebawah setidak2 pun rm5 lar...sekali dengan sekelip mata ja casher tu bercakap " rm8 dik " wahhh..sialan sangat harga yang kami diberikan..selepas semua terpaksa membayar makan tersebut kelihat wajah c transformers sekali muram macam makan cuka masam!! apa tidaknya dengan harga yang sangat sialan!! bagus makan dipasar malam biar pun bayak tu KUMPIT yang penting dapat isi perut!! dengan susah hati disebabkan duit makan yang semakin kurang( terpaksa la 2kali ja makan nie ) kami makan ja larr...apa bleh buat..selepas itu kami pun mula berkerja untuk siap kan tugas kami...tanpa disedari jam menunjukkan jam6 malam perut pun rasa lapar disebabkan kerja yang memerlukan tenaga batin pun keluar..bab2 sini yang buat kami susah hati dimana nak cari makanan yang murah..selepas itu nasib baik lar ada yang tawar diri untuk pergi MENAPAU dipasar malam..yang lain boleh buat kerja sambil menunggu makan...dengan harga yang memuaskan rm3.50 1 tapau...bayangkan 1tapau boleh makan 2kali!!! ( 1tapau tu rm3.50 boleh 2org makan *nasi goreng* ) wahhh..dengan senyum lebar semua sambil makan dan berjenaka lg..kelihatan diwajah mereka yang mereka sangat berpuas hati dengan harga makanan itu..ahahaa...
( kesimpulannya disini semakin hari semakin sialan harga makan yang mereka naikkan bandingkan harga *RM8 1sayur + 2 lauk dengan *RM3.50 nasi goreng boleh makan dua kali )

KOTOBIAN TADAU DO TAGAZO DO TADAUKU!!

2009-04-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

Atuk its my day!!
thing going so bored on my day!!
gona work!!!
hehee..but its end wit joy jg larr..
hehee....

MUST GO!!!!!!

2009-04-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

MUST GO!!!
ALL THE HOTIE BAND ON TOWN!!

SARJAN HASSAN-must see!!
SUARA ANAK MUDA
RED REVOLVER
ARAH KIRI!!
(logop kita sebelum beraksi)

D.I.Y WORK SHOP

2009-04-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

BELAJAR SAMA-SAMA
COME!!!!

"STRAIGHT ANSWER"

2009-04-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

Date : 14 march 2009
Venue : Tamparuli Futsal Centre
Time : 1pm till End

Before the Gigs!!

Juara2 Malam Pesta Moginum Di Pesta Muda Mudi!!!

Beautiful Saviour (Planetshakers )

2009-01-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,
Risen king,

Lamb of God,
Holy and righteous,
Blessed redeemer,

Bright morning star
All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love yo

enjoy the vid =)

for my luv

2008-12-29T14:37:00.000+08:00

wahhh...seorang insan bernama MELLONY @ NANAI yangku kenal akan berankat pergi SANDAKAN untuk berjuang mencari erti kehidupan dan untuk masa depan nya...seorang yang saya kenal selama ini sungguh SWEET, kiut, and im in luv with this gurl!!!. Tetapi ini bukan bermakna akan mematahkan semagat saya untuk sinta dia!! Dari hari pertama sinta saya kepada insan bernama MELLONY @ NANAI sehingga sekarang ianya sama seperti dulu...on 31.12.2008 dia akan bertolak ke SANDAKAN dia akan berkursus selama 3tahun disana..itu bukan halangan juga bagi saya untuk sinta dia!! Disini saya ingin menyatakan bahawa kami semua akan menunggu setiap kepulanganmu on cuti or bila-bila larr..i all alwys luv u dear!!! and!!! if ada peluang saya nak pijak juga SANDAKAN...

PONSIKOU KENSOM!!!

2008-12-09T10:09:00.000+08:00

waahaaa...its was fun hang out with them!!

ponsikou no kopio to ian coz invite sya p di majlis menggapaikan diri

and 1st intro sya kena bagi nie bha!!!

TAPAI+CARSBERG+TIGER!!! MIX~??!!

waaa...nda pengasan ka mcm nie??

yang baru makan nie kena bagi pencuci mulut kunun~!!

its was none stop drinking ohh that day..

after that wedding party we continue lg nie bha the next morning!!

that was crazy guys!! nostop drinking??

wahhhhh paca perut and hanging2 bha kelapa 1hari!!

wahahahaa..but sya respek lar boss with the gagamas!!

they all 1hati bha!!

that nite after party tue sumthing bad hapen huhuhu..

ADENG kena PUKUL owh shit hapen that nite...

and ADENG get bad present on birthday eve dia..huhu

cian ADENG but nasib THE GAGAMAS come and save them that nite..

and PIPI adeng brother got scar nie di lengan dia kena parang...

thank god dia tidak kena tatak!!

and i was at ian house waiting for ian and the hot story..hehe (takut sya msk cmpur sbb sya bkn org sana "sori guys")

And the next day at the moning kan we kena call oleh c PIPI

"uii p bahab" dia bilang ahaha...n then sya bangun and ian go there join..

thennnnn...wahhhh diorang minum bha there!! OMG!!

LOGOP TOP ehhh...even sya pn takut ehh mcm tue!!

wahahaha..terus we stay2 n then its start to get bored there..

suddenlykan ada sora ckp nie

"kita boduk ayam baru siok nie"

ahahahaa...then the plan on!!

and then they go beli ayam sakit sya dgr!! wakakaka adakah

cek2 ayam tua bha pula!!! adeyy karas mcm gigit BALADOR~!!

si pemorojek and si tukang projek!!

ahahaaa...this b4 the manuk kena BODUK in inglish kampung larr..

ahahaa...the best part is the chicken kena masak SUP TARAP!!!

OMG!!! febret tue bos!! ahahaa..tp malang sungguh nasib bila c PP simpn lada!!!

( kitai ko PIPI tgk padas burit sa!!)

ahahahaa...sepantas kilat hbs 1 lanjang sup!!

ahahahaa...

kensom nda ceria tanpa nie org!! hehehe...

tue si ADENG wit peace b4 the shit hapen huhuh..ray with botol!!

ahaha..ntah yg dua tue sya nda kenal...but yg suar hijau tue MINE!! hehee..luv her..hehe

its was freaking bad for ADENG on birthday eve dia..butttt!!!

the party must go on!! on (08.12.2008 )

that time ADENG and GOYOK birthday!!

ahahaa..hapi birthday guys!! god bless!!

p/s : tq org kensom!! hehe...and thank u for my syg jg..hehe

Nahhh!!! Surat SINTA!!!

2008-12-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

MR. xxxxxxxxxxxxx
SUNGAI SELALU BANJIR
POBOX. 999 TOLAK 3 BORNEO WALAIKU
TEL : 016 88-ehhhpp..nda buli bg full nti ko cr sia!!
EMAIL : xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
________________________________________________

06 Dec 2008
PN.xxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxx,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Lot 30( sasat lar ko ), 18nd Floor( tangga x lif ), Block c juburan,
kuala kuali banjir,
88100 seberang rumah.

Tuan/puan,

PERLETAKAN JATAWAN SEBAGAI _________

Perkara di atas adalah dirujuk. Dengan dukacitanya saya ingin meletakkan
jawatan sebagai ___________di syarikat tuan/puan berkuatkuasa mula
pada tarikh surat ini diserahkan kepada puan/tuan

2.Saya ingin merakamkan ucapan jutaan terima kasih kepada pihak tuan/puan
kerana telah memberi peluang saya berkhidmat di syarikat tuan/puan. Selama
tempoh ini, terlalu banyak pengalaman dan pendedahan yang telah saya
perolehi. Di kesempatan ini, saya juga ingin memohon kemaafan sepanjang tempoh saya
bertugas di syarikat tuan/puan. Jasa baik dan kepercayaan tuan/puan terhadap saya amat
dihargai. dan sebab-sebab perlatakan jawatan :-

3.Tidak ada Pisang-pisang goreng waktu petang

4.Bos tidak bayar tambang

5.tidak dibenarkan kentut waktu opis ( gila mo tahan ka?? tu angin kuar mana?? )

4.Memandangkan gaji kaw bagi cuma boleh bikin bayar tambang bas ( alaa boss up sikit larr mo logop2 lg macam mana ) disebabkan oleh itu juga saya sebagai ketua pengawas di kawasan bulukar ingin menggucapkan ribuan seribu juta berkarung kerana memberi peluang menujukkan bakat tertapuk saya disini. Memandangkan keadaan ekonomi dunia yang teruk diikuti sayap ayam mahal bhaaa..rm1.20 ko fikirr??? dahulu rm5 boleh dapat lagi bha free 1..

yang benar
………………………………
( XXXXXXXX )

_____________________________________________________________________

nahh ambil kaw!! surat dr c GAHUI!!!
wakakakakaa.....

PONSIKOU AND WELCOME

2008-12-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

atuukk...hehehe terima kasih kepada para pemenang piala acara renang berirama peringkat sulap2 sbb ksi tunjuk ajar buat blog ini nda terlupa jg dan nda sya ksi tinggal dalam ucapan dan ceramah berpantun ni..c naye nama dia..(tp suda bersinta sama sya) hehee..[ tq arr syg tunjuk ajar u ama hby =) ]....disini sya mo kasi ingat sma kamu urang bahawa words2 sya nie nda brapa bgs arr terutama inglish arrrr hehee..harap faham dan maklum dan dengan ni sya akhirkan ceramah dan terus mengistiharkan bha dari tarikh ini rasminya blog sya