why want to be like others?

We had a big fight again today..im hopeless i cannot do anything..i know she jealous to see some couple had a surprise,gift,fancy stuff that i could give her...i cannot do whatever that u want but i really do the best for you and want to be with you..i don't aspect many things form u..i really do love you. I appreciate everything,the moment the time you spent with me..i don't care if you got anger management or bad thing bout you..because nothing can change you for who you are..i want you to be your self..i love you for who u are...will u love me for i am? Will you love me even does you know bad and good bout me..we got our on way to be happy,fun,romantic ,sharing that is us....

god please help me.

life gettin tough and tough everyday..dear god b my strength! Amen!

I try.

im sorry I can't be prefect.

i'll be loving you forever

Don't

Don't leave me now
Leave me holding an empty heart
As the curtain starts to fall
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
All alone in this crazy world
When I'm old and cold and grey and time is gone...

merry christmas!

merry christmas to all my fren and family...
god bless us on this 2011 christmas...
as for me this christmas abit defferent...
celebrate alone without family and love one...
but still celebrate christmas with love and a big smile...
mybe this is a gift from santa to me..anyway thank you santa~!

waiting for the end

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got