why want to be like others?
We had a big fight again today..im hopeless i cannot do anything..i know she jealous to see some couple had a surprise,gift,fancy stuff that i could give her...i cannot do whatever that u want but i really do the best for you and want to be with you..i don't aspect many things form u..i really do love you. I appreciate everything,the moment the time you spent with me..i don't care if you got anger management or bad thing bout you..because nothing can change you for who you are..i want you to be your self..i love you for who u are...will u love me for i am? Will you love me even does you know bad and good bout me..we got our on way to be happy,fun,romantic ,sharing that is us....
Don't
Don't leave me now
Leave me holding an empty heart
As the curtain starts to fall
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
All alone in this crazy world
When I'm old and cold and grey and time is gone...
Leave me holding an empty heart
As the curtain starts to fall
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
All alone in this crazy world
When I'm old and cold and grey and time is gone...
merry christmas!
merry christmas to all my fren and family...
god bless us on this 2011 christmas...
as for me this christmas abit defferent...
celebrate alone without family and love one...
but still celebrate christmas with love and a big smile...
mybe this is a gift from santa to me..anyway thank you santa~!
god bless us on this 2011 christmas...
as for me this christmas abit defferent...
celebrate alone without family and love one...
but still celebrate christmas with love and a big smile...
mybe this is a gift from santa to me..anyway thank you santa~!
waiting for the end
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for
something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
to : jesus
dear jesus xmas xlma g..hjng next week xmas sda..
Mcm x smgat sda mo smbut ne xmas..plz kc ilang la ne kesakit sya..heal my heart huhu..
P/s: iloveumellony gbu.
Mcm x smgat sda mo smbut ne xmas..plz kc ilang la ne kesakit sya..heal my heart huhu..
P/s: iloveumellony gbu.
again.
Here I go again
thinking if we could be together
but every time I think of you and me
there’s a tear that comes out in my eyes
Cause I know it won’t happen
Cause there’s someone else who owns your heart
and I cannot force you to love me.
I try to forget you but I just can’t,
cause you’re stuck in my mind.
Cause every time your eyes meet mine
it gives me chill up down my spine.
Cause until now you’re all I wanted and so much
more
If you’ll just listen to what my heart says
then you’ll know what I felt to you
Cause you’re more than beautiful.
Now days passed by
and I wonder why
Cause I still can’t forget you
Now I’m here without you
Sleepless nights
I’d try to close my eyes but I can’t make it
Cause every time I close my eyes
I see you in my mind
Ever since I fell in love with you
I think about you all the time
I dream about you all the time
but I guess you’re just a dream to think
Cause like different stars that cannot meet at the
same time…
thinking if we could be together
but every time I think of you and me
there’s a tear that comes out in my eyes
Cause I know it won’t happen
Cause there’s someone else who owns your heart
and I cannot force you to love me.
I try to forget you but I just can’t,
cause you’re stuck in my mind.
Cause every time your eyes meet mine
it gives me chill up down my spine.
Cause until now you’re all I wanted and so much
more
If you’ll just listen to what my heart says
then you’ll know what I felt to you
Cause you’re more than beautiful.
Now days passed by
and I wonder why
Cause I still can’t forget you
Now I’m here without you
Sleepless nights
I’d try to close my eyes but I can’t make it
Cause every time I close my eyes
I see you in my mind
Ever since I fell in love with you
I think about you all the time
I dream about you all the time
but I guess you’re just a dream to think
Cause like different stars that cannot meet at the
same time…
14/12/2011
hari ini 14/12/2011
dengan hati yang sangat luka saya mampu
berdiam ja.
14/12/2011 patutnya kami meraikan sadah
monthsary kami yang ke- 4tahun 10 bulan
hurrmm.. ='(
14/12/2011 walau macam mana sekali pun saya
akan tetep ingat detik tarikh ini.
DEANGAN HATI NGILU DAN SAKIT SAYA BERDIAM SAHAJA!
- i really miss you -
dengan hati yang sangat luka saya mampu
berdiam ja.
14/12/2011 patutnya kami meraikan sadah
monthsary kami yang ke- 4tahun 10 bulan
hurrmm.. ='(
14/12/2011 walau macam mana sekali pun saya
akan tetep ingat detik tarikh ini.
DEANGAN HATI NGILU DAN SAKIT SAYA BERDIAM SAHAJA!
- i really miss you -
DREAM!!
i had a dream bout u last nite and u say "i love you"
its so sad coz its just a dream..
huhu that will the last 3words you say to me..
and its feel its sooo real even its just a dream..
i owez love you ='( ..
its a sad-sad day for me today~..
its so sad coz its just a dream..
huhu that will the last 3words you say to me..
and its feel its sooo real even its just a dream..
i owez love you ='( ..
its a sad-sad day for me today~..
broken
Yours was the perfect love
I swear it was
Until i had your love, my world was cold
I did what most men do, and i messed it up
But when i got you back, my world was whole
The player thing i let it go (yeah)
Thought our life was set in stone
But it wasn't, and i'm here alone
Nothing is in front of me
I feel i can't even breathe
Don't think that i can handle this
Baby i'm so
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me
Left here broken
Where do i go from here
I'm so lost
Do you know how hard it is
Fighting my way through this
It shouldn't even be like this
I shouldn't have to feel like this
No, no, no
Can't even have company
Nobody can talk to me
I'm messed up
All that i find myself doing
Looking through my gallery
Drowning in my memories (official version)
Drinking and smoking weed (explicit version)
I hate you for doing this to me
Girl i'm so
I'm so in agony
Never felt like this in my life
Look at the state of me
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me(yeah)
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken
(broken, broken, broken)
I never thought i'd feel this low down in my life
I swear
(broken, broken, broken)
Everyday i wished that it was me that had died and i'm
I'm so in agony
(so in agony)
Look at the state of me
(look at the state of me babe)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(i love you)
(baby i need you)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
Left here broken
I swear it was
Until i had your love, my world was cold
I did what most men do, and i messed it up
But when i got you back, my world was whole
The player thing i let it go (yeah)
Thought our life was set in stone
But it wasn't, and i'm here alone
Nothing is in front of me
I feel i can't even breathe
Don't think that i can handle this
Baby i'm so
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me
Left here broken
Where do i go from here
I'm so lost
Do you know how hard it is
Fighting my way through this
It shouldn't even be like this
I shouldn't have to feel like this
No, no, no
Can't even have company
Nobody can talk to me
I'm messed up
All that i find myself doing
Looking through my gallery
Drowning in my memories (official version)
Drinking and smoking weed (explicit version)
I hate you for doing this to me
Girl i'm so
I'm so in agony
Never felt like this in my life
Look at the state of me
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me(yeah)
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken
(broken, broken, broken)
I never thought i'd feel this low down in my life
I swear
(broken, broken, broken)
Everyday i wished that it was me that had died and i'm
I'm so in agony
(so in agony)
Look at the state of me
(look at the state of me babe)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(i love you)
(baby i need you)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
Left here broken
owez luv u ='(
My question to you at one time :
if i am sick are will always be there to accompany me :
if I was in a coma are you will always be there to care and sit next to me :
if I'm in trouble are you will always be there to help me :
i always love you
answers you give
yes I will take care of you when you are ill :
yes I will always take care of you when you are in a coma and sit next to you :
yes I will always help you when you are in trouble :
yes I always love you too :
if i am sick are will always be there to accompany me :
if I was in a coma are you will always be there to care and sit next to me :
if I'm in trouble are you will always be there to help me :
i always love you
answers you give
yes I will take care of you when you are ill :
yes I will always take care of you when you are in a coma and sit next to you :
yes I will always help you when you are in trouble :
yes I always love you too :
everthing for you..
dari mula kenal sampai sekarang saya setia dan taat, ikut segala apa yang dia mahu tanpa fikir pasal diri saya sendiri..saya berusahan buat yang terbaik.hampir lima tahun saya sayang dia dengan sepenuh hati dan nyawa yang saya ada..kenapa semua ini patut berakhir. saya sanggup buang masa saya bah 6jam untuk menaiki bas pergi tempat dia dan hampir setiap bulan saya buat macam tuh. saya sanggup buat macam itu. semua saya buat untuk dia. walaupun setiap yang saya buat tidak sempurna saya tetap akan buat juga. saya ingat lagi waktu itu dia cuti saya pun cuti time tuh tapi malang la kaki saya sakit hanpir tidak dapat berjalan bukan itu saja saya sanggup balik kampung 1 hari ja walaupun mom suru balik 2 hari. disebabkan saya sangat sayang dia dan tidak mahu kasih kecewa dia saya paksa juga berjalan walaupun terkimpang² saya tahan ja tuh sakit. saya berkorban apa saja untuk dia sebab saya sayang sangat bha sama dia. hari tuh dia minta tolong beli DSLR saya tolong dia beli dan saya sanggup hantar, tapi apa yang sux time tuh belum gaji. untuk tidak mahu menghampakan dia lagi saya ambil keputusan untuk meminjam duit dari kawan segala²nya untuk dia. banyak benda sudah saya buat untuk dia. kenapa dia tidak terfikirkah semua ini?.saya sanggup ketepikan keluarga untuk dia. saya mengaku saya buat macam tuh. terlalu banyak saya sudah buat untuk dia. saya cuma mahu dia setia sama saya dan sentiasa bersama saya walaupun jauh.susah sangat kah permintaan saya?. hampir 5tahun kita sama² sayang saya tidak pernah berubah. saya tidak pernah minta apa² dari dia hanya sayang saja.susah sangat kah sayang saya?. kadang² saya terfikir macam mahu saja suicide tapi saya tahu itu satu dosa yang sangat besar. kenapa tuhan? kenapa ko buat takdir saya macam ini? saya sayang dia saja dalam hidup saya.
a song for you.
saya ada dapat lagu baru..fuhh nice i tell u..lagu c adele ni..paling siuk tuh lagu lovesong =') every lyric dia ngam untuk saya mahu bertahu dia yang sayang saya sama dia mcm mana...really nice..
Whenever I'm alone with youYou
Whenever I'm alone with youYou
make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again[Chorus:]
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you[Verse 2:]
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again[Chorus:]
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you
Rest Of My Life
Rest Of My Life
Like The Stars That Hang Above Me
Shining Through Like They See Upon Me
Make Me Feel So Blue
My Mind Was Set Up To The Memories Of You
All The Things That We've Been Through
Me And You
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die
Oh..For The Rest Of My Life
So Please Stay And Listen To Me
Lyrics www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/flop_poppy/
For A While
I Just Wanna Tell You
What My Heart Is Feelin' Inside
And Maybe That Will Help You
To Realize
That My Love for You
Is Getting Stronger And High..
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die
Like The Stars That Hang Above Me
Shining Through Like They See Upon Me
Make Me Feel So Blue
My Mind Was Set Up To The Memories Of You
All The Things That We've Been Through
Me And You
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die
Oh..For The Rest Of My Life
So Please Stay And Listen To Me
Lyrics www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/flop_poppy/
For A While
I Just Wanna Tell You
What My Heart Is Feelin' Inside
And Maybe That Will Help You
To Realize
That My Love for You
Is Getting Stronger And High..
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry
I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die
11:53/02.08.2011
hurm..(tarik dan dihembukan nafas yg sgt dlm)
LIFE..hurmm 1 ja saya mo ckp..susa!!
LOVE..hurmm saya tetap sayang 1 org ja dalam idup ini (mellony)
GOD..saya hormat dan percaya sma ko..tp pandang dan ubah la idup saya ='[
FAMILY..i love u mom ur the best ='[
let talk about love...hurmm syg i sama u tahap nyawa dibadan i ni..nyawa roh dan segala2nya..jgn ckp i tidak hargai u, i corbankan semua utk u..i syg u sgt2..life susa tanpa u..u knw..
suda 4tahun i syg u..4tahun tuh tidak penah berubah. ='[
tetap syg yg sama.
June!
dear mellony!!
i hope u have awesome and a blast with me on ur holiday!!
luv u so much!!
THINGS THAT WE DONE!
*the bad
*monthsary dinner
*shoter
*long island
*BBQ
*lunch
*nyalan-nyalan
this is lyshly and love u so much!!!
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