14/12/2011

hari ini 14/12/2011
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berdiam ja.

14/12/2011 patutnya kami meraikan sadah
monthsary kami yang ke- 4tahun 10 bulan
hurrmm.. ='(

14/12/2011 walau macam mana sekali pun saya
akan tetep ingat detik tarikh ini.

DEANGAN HATI NGILU DAN SAKIT SAYA BERDIAM SAHAJA!

- i really miss you -

DREAM!!

i had a dream bout u last nite and u say "i love you"
its so sad coz its just a dream..
huhu that will the last 3words you say to me..
and its feel its sooo real even its just a dream..
i owez love you ='( ..
its a sad-sad day for me today~..

broken

Yours was the perfect love
I swear it was
Until i had your love, my world was cold

I did what most men do, and i messed it up
But when i got you back, my world was whole

The player thing i let it go (yeah)
Thought our life was set in stone
But it wasn't, and i'm here alone

Nothing is in front of me
I feel i can't even breathe
Don't think that i can handle this
Baby i'm so

I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me
Left here broken

Where do i go from here
I'm so lost
Do you know how hard it is
Fighting my way through this

It shouldn't even be like this
I shouldn't have to feel like this

No, no, no

Can't even have company
Nobody can talk to me
I'm messed up
All that i find myself doing

Looking through my gallery
Drowning in my memories (official version)
Drinking and smoking weed (explicit version)
I hate you for doing this to me
Girl i'm so

I'm so in agony
Never felt like this in my life
Look at the state of me
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken

(ooh)

I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me(yeah)
Left here broken(broken)
You said you'd never leave
Look what you've done to me(oh)
Left here broken

(broken, broken, broken)
I never thought i'd feel this low down in my life
I swear
(broken, broken, broken)
Everyday i wished that it was me that had died and i'm

I'm so in agony
(so in agony)
Look at the state of me
(look at the state of me babe)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken

(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(broken)
(yeah)
(yeah)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken

(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
(ooh)
I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
(oh yeah)
Left here broken
(i love you)
(baby i need you)
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
Left here broken

I'm so in agony
Look at the state of me
Left here broken
You said you'd never leave
Look what youve done to me
Left here broken

owez luv u ='(

My question to you at one time :

if i am sick are will always be there to accompany me :
if I was in a coma are you will always be there to care and sit next to me :
if I'm in trouble are you will always be there to help me :
i always love you

answers you give

yes I will take care of you when you are ill :
yes I will always take care of you when you are in a coma and sit next to you :
yes I will always help you when you are in trouble :
yes I always love you too :

everthing for you..

dari mula kenal sampai sekarang saya setia dan taat, ikut segala apa yang dia mahu tanpa fikir pasal diri saya sendiri..saya berusahan buat yang terbaik.hampir lima tahun saya sayang dia dengan sepenuh hati dan nyawa yang saya ada..kenapa semua ini patut berakhir. saya sanggup buang masa saya bah 6jam untuk menaiki bas pergi tempat dia dan hampir setiap bulan saya buat macam tuh. saya sanggup buat macam itu. semua saya buat untuk dia. walaupun setiap yang saya buat tidak sempurna saya tetap akan buat juga. saya ingat lagi waktu itu dia cuti saya pun cuti time tuh tapi malang la kaki saya sakit hanpir tidak dapat berjalan bukan itu saja saya sanggup balik kampung 1 hari ja walaupun mom suru balik 2 hari. disebabkan saya sangat sayang dia dan tidak mahu kasih kecewa dia saya paksa juga berjalan walaupun terkimpang² saya tahan ja tuh sakit. saya berkorban apa saja untuk dia sebab saya sayang sangat bha sama dia. hari tuh dia minta tolong beli DSLR saya tolong dia beli dan saya sanggup hantar, tapi apa yang sux time tuh belum gaji. untuk tidak mahu menghampakan dia lagi saya ambil keputusan untuk meminjam duit dari kawan segala²nya untuk dia. banyak benda sudah saya buat untuk dia. kenapa dia tidak terfikirkah semua ini?.saya sanggup ketepikan keluarga untuk dia. saya mengaku saya buat macam tuh. terlalu banyak saya sudah buat untuk dia. saya cuma mahu dia setia sama saya dan sentiasa bersama saya walaupun jauh.susah sangat kah permintaan saya?. hampir 5tahun kita sama² sayang saya tidak pernah berubah. saya tidak pernah minta apa² dari dia hanya sayang saja.susah sangat kah sayang saya?. kadang² saya terfikir macam mahu saja suicide tapi saya tahu itu satu dosa yang sangat besar. kenapa tuhan? kenapa ko buat takdir saya macam ini? saya sayang dia saja dalam hidup saya.

a song for you.

saya ada dapat lagu baru..fuhh nice i tell u..lagu c adele ni..paling siuk tuh lagu lovesong =') every lyric dia ngam untuk saya mahu bertahu dia yang sayang saya sama dia mcm mana...really nice..

Whenever I'm alone with youYou

make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am fun again[Chorus:]

However far away I will always love you

However long I stay I will always love you

Whatever words I say I will always love you

I will always love you[Verse 2:]

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am free again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am clean again[Chorus:]

However far away I will always love you

However long I stay I will always love you

Whatever words I say I will always love you

I will always love you

Rest Of My Life

Rest Of My Life
Like The Stars That Hang Above Me
Shining Through Like They See Upon Me
Make Me Feel So Blue
My Mind Was Set Up To The Memories Of You

All The Things That We've Been Through
Me And You

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die

Oh..For The Rest Of My Life

So Please Stay And Listen To Me
Lyrics www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/flop_poppy/
For A While
I Just Wanna Tell You
What My Heart Is Feelin' Inside

And Maybe That Will Help You
To Realize
That My Love for You
Is Getting Stronger And High..

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die